Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Under Pressure

I Went to the Doctors today. I actually missed my tattoo appointment on Tuesday. I'm used to going in on Wednesdays, and I just lost track of the time. I'm going in next Wednesday I guess.

My back was killing me on Tuesday..So I figured that I might as well go see a doctor already. I went to a clinic that illegals usually go to (In all honesty), and ended up paying around $70 for the visit and the medicine they prescribed me. I was previously holding off a visit to the doctors because I wanted to wait until I got into school (that way my Dads insurance would cover me and I'd only have to pay $20). I wasn't able to take an X-ray today due to my lack of cash, So I'm supposed to go back next week.

I was talking with my dear friend while I was waiting. I really shouldn't have said anything, because now her and her Brother want to give me money.

I'm really trying to save my money, but to be quiet honest, I haven't been spending it on the wisest things (whenever I take some out to eat..or do whatever).
I told them this, and that I'm fine (financially) yet they still insist on giving me some.

I'm just really worried at the moment. I just really, really hope that I don't have Pneumothorax. Apparently my lungs are okay, but I'm having back/chest pain (mainly back, mind you) that makes it feel like I'm not breathing enough air into my right lung.

Who knows, maybe I'm just worrying too much. I just hope everything turns out fine. I'm thankful for everything I have (and believe me, I have a lot more than other people) and have come so far. I'm still busy enrolling in RCC, and I don't want anything to hold me back from..well, moving forward.

If anyone could pray for me, I'd deeply appreciate it. Thanks a ton.